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mood:  chipper music: flogging molly, drunken lullabies
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Happy St. Patrick's Day!
There are many good reasons for drinking,
One has just entered my head.
If a man doesn't drink when he's living,
How in the hell can he drink when he's dead?
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| 06:51pm 10/03/2008 |
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mood:  bouncy
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21 and havin fun!!!!!
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| 03:21pm 07/01/2008 |
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mood:  content music: kate nash, merry happy
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Watching me like you never watch no one
Don't tell me that you didn't try and check out my bum
Cause I know that you did
Cause your friend told me that you liked it
Gave me those pearls and I thought they were ugly
Though you try to tell me that you never loved me
I know that you did
'Cause you said it and you wrote it down
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt form you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
Sitting in restaurants
Thought we were so grown up
But I know now that we were not the people
That we turned out to be
Chatting on the phone
Can't take back those hours
But I won't regret
'Cause you can grow flowers
From where dirt used to be
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
Dancing at discos
Eating cheese on toast
Yeah you make me merry make me very very happy
But you obviously, you didn't want to stick around
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
So I learnt from you
Do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do)
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone, yeah
I can watch a sunset on my own
I can be alone
I can watch a sunset on my own
(do do do da do do do do do da do do do do do da do) |
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| 09:19am 29/11/2007 |
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mood:  ARTIC COLD music: bad vermont radio station
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I think I have figured out why I am disliking this year at school so much more than the years before.
It is because my roommate keeps setting the heat to 55 degrees or turning it off when she goes to class and Brit and I are still in our rooms sleeping. WHO TURNS THE HEAT OFF!!! It is written right in our lease that we are legally obligated to keep the heat above 55 from some time in October to around April. One of the most unpleasant things in the whole world is waking up and having to get up out of your bed and freeze your ass off. And I'm not talking about waking up and having your house be 50 degrees. I mean like in the 30s. YEA. wicked cool. She knows what she is doing too. We have mentioned it to her before and she doesn't seem to care. All I have to say is if she keeps doing this I am taking no responsibility when our pipes freeze and burst. That shit is all on her. |
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| 04:08pm 04/07/2007 |
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HAPPY 4th OF JULY!!!! |
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| 01:09am 23/05/2007 |
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mood: excited music: carrie underwood, before he cheats
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I just got my first tattoo! I am so excited. SO excited. It is a treble clef on the back of my neck. I will put up pics later. I need some sleep. Goodnight!!! |
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| 01:15am 04/12/2006 |
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A friend.
You called me a friend.
You gazed into my eyes so deep I swore you might drown while you lightly ran the tips of your fingers through my hair slowly tracing the shape of my face and neck. You held me close. I could feel your heartbeat. You leaned in and you kissed me on the forehead.
Maybe you saw how happy I was, or maybe you saw how happy you were. Well, whatever it was you saw it snapped something inside you like a twig. I saw it in your eyes before you looked away. They became vacant and cold.
You cleared your throat and started laughing a little in that way you always laugh when you feel uncomfortable. I guess that was your way of trying to lighten the mood. I asked you what was so funny and you just looked at me and said "I was just thinking about how funny it is that you are my friend. A friend that I kiss."
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| 04:11pm 13/09/2006 |
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mood:  worried
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I was going to go visit Milmoe at the hospital today with Brittney and Haley because we hadn't heard anything. All we wanted to know was whether or not he was conscious or not... at least. We made him a cute little card and everything. On our way out the door we ran into our friend Sam. He told us Milmoe wasn't at the hospital anymore. He was airlifted to boston.
A virus is eating away at his heart. He needs to have a heart transplant.
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
what the fuck do you do about that?
Nothing... you can't do anything.
Sit and pray.
helpless...
I feel sick. |
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| 09:35am 13/09/2006 |
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mood: worried music: None
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The worst feeling in the world is helplessness. I feel totally and completely helpless right now.
I heard last night that my friend Milmoe collapsed while playing flag football, got back up again, and then collapsed again and started making strange noises. He was taken to the hospital and put in the ICU. No one knows anything more. They don't disclose information to anyone who isn't family. His family is in Dedham, MA. We don't know anything.
Helpless.
All I can do is worry. Drive myself crazy thinking about what could possibly be wrong with him. He was perfectly healthy. He doesn't smoke. He has always been athletic. He has no history of any serious health problems. People don't just collapse for no reason. They don't get sent to the ICU for no reason. If eveything was ok he would be back by now.
So helpless.
I feel like a bad friend. My first instinct last night was to start crying... my second instinct was to smoke myself stupid. I chose option B. How could I do something like that when my friend is in trouble. Just run away and hide.
I am so worried that this is going to turn out to be something horrific.
Please please please be OK Milmoe. Please please please please. |
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| 04:26pm 09/08/2006 |
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mood:  depressed
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Please please please please tell me i didn't loose you as a friend last night. I don't want you to act differently around me. I wish last night was all a bad dream.
I wish you cared enough about me to just let me in. I would never harm you. Never. Ever.
I want to eat your cancer when you turn black. |
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| 11:44pm 18/06/2006 |
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mood:  amused music: not about love, fiona apple<3
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gizzer2266: well he didnt ask if you were sleeping with any one
gizzer2266: thats a totally dif question
gizzer2266: if someone asked me if i was seeing anyone i would say no
gizzer2266: if someone asked me if i was seeing any dick
Ange1Eyes2854: hahaha
gizzer2266: i would say actually quite a bit thank you
Ange1Eyes2854: hahahahaha
gizzer2266: ;)
p.s. last night rocked my socks.
"a better slumber was in your arms spent tangled up in you" |
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| 11:11am 11/06/2006 |
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mood: amused
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I can see the SUN!!!!!!!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy |
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| 02:23pm 17/05/2006 |
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mood: jubilant music: k's choice, i'm not an addict
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I LOVE HOME! I LOVE HOME! I LOVE HOME! I LOVE HOME! I LOVE HOME!!!
did i mention I LOVE HOME!?!? ok good
I love not having anything to do... being lazy...
Today I sat around for the whole first half of the day and beat Zelda: Ocarina of Time (which is a video game for all of those uncultured ppl out there) it is my favorite. I am a machine when it comes to that game. I can only play it about 1 time a year though or else it gets boring.
anyhew... YAY!
and the sun is out
enough said :)
LiFe Is FaNtAwEsOmAsTiC!!!
(yea I just made that up)
~Me<3
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| 10:51am 09/05/2006 |
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mood:  sick music: me sniffling
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What the fuck!
I feel like death right now. My nose is running like a fat man after a hot fugde sundae, my eyes are all watery and blurry, i am so fucking hot, I didn't sleep for a second last night, and i have been getting period cramps for days now and I have yet to get my fucking period!!! (sorry guys... but it is life) I am really hoping it is just allergies because if I am getting sick I will be so pissed. I mean what better way to spend the beginning of my summer than with a fucking cold.
Even if it is allergies I will be pissed. I have never gotten allergies before. Why now??? Why me??? I mean, I know it is possible for people to develop allergies... but I never thought it would HAPPEN. FUCK!
I just took my Political Science final to top it all off... I think I did well but it was so hard to concentrate on what I was writing running on 0 hrs of sleep while my nose was running all over my desk/blue book. GROSSSSS! Deborah Guber can eat my snot for picking question #14. I hope I was able to bullshit enough to get a few points on that one. It only took me about 2 hours to answer 4 questions. My second short answer question was longer than my essay! Ahh!
I have got to do well on my last 2 finals. If I don't then I could be in serious danger of loosing my fucking scholarship. I have to maintain a GPA of a 3.0 to keep it. Last semester I got a 3.4.... this semester I am PRAYING for something close to a 2.8. How the hell did that happen??? If I loose that scholarship I am pretty sure my parents will try and kill me. |
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| 01:14pm 08/05/2006 |
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mood: nauseated music: the spill canvas, himerus and eros
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I hope to God I mean a little more then the sounds that escape your tired 4 A.M. lips
And oh-how I wish I meant a little more then a symphony of heavy breathing and the friction of hips
Yes, it's true
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused
I still somehow hope I end up with you
Yes, it's true
I romanticize every single thing I do
Especially when it comes to you
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| 04:39pm 03/05/2006 |
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mood:  flirty music: staplegunned, the spill canvas
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I cannot wait to be back home. I miss music and going to concerts. I miss my punk ass bitches SOOOO MUCH. They are the best kind of people out there. And if you think differently... u've never met my friends.
p.s. the spill canvas put on a NASTYYYY show last night. It was SICK. I was front row!!!
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| 10:36pm 24/04/2006 |
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mood:  giggly music: alanis morissette, crazy
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18 days until I come home :D yay |
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| 03:45pm 05/04/2006 |
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mood:  nostalgic music: My Iron Lung, Radiohead
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Andrew Largeman: I think we've corrupted this innocent girl enough for one day!
Sam: I'm not innocent.
Andrew Largeman: Yes, you are! That's what I like about you, okay? And I don't want this guy taking you to some sketchy quarry in the middle of Newark to find crack whores huffing turpentine or pit bulls raping each other or whatever else is down here!
Mark: Man... that's the most worked up I've ever seen you.
Sam: He's protecting me.
Andrew Largeman: So?
Sam: He *likes* me!
Andrew Largeman: Don't be cute.
Sam: He's my knight in shining armor.
Andrew Largeman: Don't talk about knights around Mark, it's a sore subject.
Mark: I'm gonna kill that motherfucker!
Andrew Largeman: Pun intended? |
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